AAAARRGGHHHHHHHHX#@!$%&*!!!!!!!!!!

huahhhh. . . . . . . . shittt!!! dr kmaren sore aku capek diledekin!! astaga naga!!

bosennn,, maren gara2 urusan k2nm,, yang mnurut adek2 kku pasti ada kjadian yang nama na CINLOK A.K.A CINTA LOKASI!! ugghhh,, gmana saya harus menjawabnya?

hari ne tpat na tadi pagi gara2 parfum baru kku kata adek kku lagi kya parfum org mw nikah!! SIALAN!!!

K2NM a.k.a Kuliah Kerja Nyata Mahasiswa"+_+"

huahaahaaaaa....
mantafffffffff.... saya dpat kkn di desa basarang kab.kapuas ^^
hmmmmm... pertama kali ktmu teman2 saya sih seperti na mua rata2 sarafff,,,
bukan tipe anak alim nah tu bagussss... lo alim plus pndiam khan susah dideketin na!!!!!!!!!!
yahhhh lumayan la ada yag cukup kren kalau sebatas tampang but gag tau deh gmana sifat na ntar!!!
hope I have a interest experience till end my K2NM hooohhhoooohhhooo...

dan sekarang lagu yang akan selalu jadi soundtrack drama hidup ku; seenggaknya sampai saat ini adalah "YOU BELONG WITH ME-TAYLOR SWIFT"

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see? 
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

setiap saat.. setiap hari aku selalu memikirkanmu..

jujur hingga saat iuni aku terus bertanya-tanya apa yang sebenarnya yang membuat aku tertarik dengan kamu?

apa istimewanya dirimu? aku tidak mengerti mengapa begitu sulit untuk melupakan kamu?

sampai kapan aku akan berharap kesempatan itu akan datang padaku?

TUHAN!! aku lelah, aku jenuh untuk terus mengharapkannya..

aku ingin menyerah, tapi bagaimana caranya? ajarkan aku untuk menyerah, untuk berhenti berharap..

buat aku melupakan dirinya..

aku ingin jatuh cinta pada cowok lain,, merasakan jantungku berdebar kencang saat bersama cowok itu..

aku lelah terus menunggu dia.. dia telah bersama cewek itu.. seharusnya itu pertanda yang jelas bagiku untuk melupakannya, tapi mengapa aku tidak bisa melakukannya apa yang membuat dia begitu melekat dihatiku?

bagaimana caranya aku menutup cerita ini? mengetik kata The End di bagian akhirnya sementara cerita ini bahkan belum sempat dimulai? mungkin..

apa karena itu aku belum bisa melupakannya?